full of hate or just hateful

Have you ever disliked someone so strongly that the very thought of being near them makes you want to punch them in the face? The sound of their voice makes you want to scream shut up? What do you do about it?

It reminds me of the Simpsons episode where Lisa has a substitute teacher that hates her. In the end she tells Lisa that you can't like everyone and that sometimes you just hate people.

That is me. That's the situation that I am in.

I have gone over it a million times what is it that that makes me hate her so bad?
How can I get over this deep desire to just punch her?

Why does no one else see what I see? 

4 comments

  1. I have SO been there and I'm sorry! It sucks. I think all you can really do is just take a breath and hope the feelings don't overwhelm you.

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  2. So much drama. You have 2 daughters you should be thinking about. I have been reading your blog and I think you have really low standards or low self esteem. I also believe you are putting way to much information on your blog. Haven't you heard of Google? Everything you are saying on your blog and elsewhere will eventually be seen by someone you bad mouth. Sure you don't use names, still. People can put 2 and 2 together.

    I am commenting anonymously, yes. I am only trying to help you out because your posts are going to come back and bite you in the ass. Hard.

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  3. Yes I have heard of Google. Its my favorite search engine, and how lots of people find my blog. I am always happy to have new readers because, I don't hide behind anonymous posts.

    The person I am talking about in this post knows how I feel about her, because I told her. So if you think you can put 2 and 2 together and figure out who I am talking about you may want to polish up on your detective work. Like I said, she already knows its her. She doesn't have to guess or wonder :)

    Its a blog I can post as much personal stuff as I want, because its my little space to do with as I want. If you don't like what I post, you don't have to lurk in the shadows and read it. As for my children whose to say I'm not thinking about them? You are obviously someone who thinks they know me when in reality you know little. You assume my life is put on this blog for the world to see, but in fact there are very large chunks of my life that aren't put out here. As for my self esteem....its very high, because I don't tie my self worth to what anyone else thinks of me or random anonymous posts.

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  4. It is. She lives several hours away so there is a good chance I never have to see her again. Which I am sooo hoping is the case.

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